waaahhh why wasnt my last post published! nothing is wrong naman pala.. o well... everything that i wrote below was just a joke.. a trip.... a joke played on me.. damn you MICHAEL MEMPIN...i already told you that i was traumatized by stupid guys already and what do you do? you become one of them.. ahaha o well.. what do i expect from a lowlife like you,right? haaayy... he texted me last night and he was saying sorry cause he was just trippin... he said that he hopes we would remain fwends and stuff.. dang! after this you expect me to still remain fwends with you? uhmmmm think again!!!!! you are one of the best bastards i have met!!! ahahahaha...THANKS for ruining a great fwendship.... but atleast i already saw the REAL youas early as now...dang.. i cried last night.. dunno why.. actually i do know why... ahhahaha.. coz a joke was played on me.. and i was totally clueless that this was happening... o well.. ahhaahha .. but im ok now... not a 100% fine but ok.. thanks to my fwend bebs!:) thanks girl! you made me feel better.... atleast i have tagaytay to look forward to.. me and my grade school kada will be going to tagaytay tom mawnin but were already gonna sleep at chrisse's place tonight... i hope the topic wont be brought up... i might cry again.. ahahah im such a crybaby soweee... and to you mempz i hope you rot in hell someday.... im not bitter.. im mad and when im mad bitterness has no place..... ahahah :) i wanna go to tagaytay already!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i passed philo 1!!! ahahah i got a 2.5 it may be low but i dont care! ahahaha :) atleast i passed.. i got my math classcard already it had a 4 encircled.. o well.. ahaha :)

tata....

uhmm is there something wrong with my blogger? hmm

i need to blog.. again.... i just need to... blogging is my medicine, its my remedy... i doesnt judge me.. whatever i say my blog just accepts..... i just finished talking to him im still puzzled... boggled and more confused! i dont know what to feel... i dont know why this is happening now.. i dont know why he's doing this... to me... i just dont know whats happening.. i just want to faint and sleep, and i'll wake up realizing that all this crap is just a dream....but i dont think this is possible... hmmm i just realized that there are a whole lot of things i dont know.... haaayyy..... do i really wanna know the answers to all of these things? i also dont know.... im going to school tom.. so is he... his school is also in manila.... sabi niya kita daw kami.... should i even consider meeting up with him? haaayy.... i really dont know what to do now... i read 2 books today just to forget about what he texted but it didnt help.... talking to him cleared some things up but also left more questions in me.....do i want to see him tom? i last saw him a my fwends debut and that was way back august.... i dunno na now... i really wanted to see him a few days back but now.. i just donno.. everything is pitch black a the moment...... dazed and confused, thats my state of mind..... do i want to believe him? haay.... pahamak talaga ang texting... :( though i must admit when i 1st got to know him i had a wee cwashie coz he was soo nice and maloko....when we got close it subsided.... now i dont know what i feel.. ... even if i say that i dont wanna think.. i can't help it.. it wont buzz off.... the idea of this happening is uhmm i dunno how 2 describe it.. the things happening now are just.. i guess very surprising.... i want to get some shut eye but i cant coz a lot of thoughts are in my mind! atleast he's getting some sleep... wawa naman pilay siya.. he got injured playing bball knina... but wait.. why do i care... oh yeah.. i care coz he's a my fwend, my LILBRO! .........he told me to follow what i feel para di na ako maguluhan..... but i cant do that... i have to confide with fwends...haaayy cyrus wont be a big help... but i think nadia and chrisse will be...i already told them part of the story... and i also told rita, bebs and ei... thanx for listening guys... thanks tlga.. and for all those who signed in the comments thingy.. thanx a bunch.... mwah! i hope ill be able to sleep.....

i need to blog,i just need to blog..... im boggled....kindda hmm bothered.... what's bothering me? i guess a whole lot of things.. first my grades.. they stink! all i know are 2 of my 6 subjects... i passed his1, i got a 4 at math... a 4 meaning i have to take another test, the removals! if i pass i get a 3 if i flunk, i get a freaky 5!!!!!!!!!! and i have to retake the subject! damn! math11 is a pre. req to math 14 w/c we have to take up next sem... if i get a 5 i wont be able to take up math 14... haaayy.. pwwwss pray 4 me.. pwwwss... im gonna take my removals on the 4th of nov.. :( my mom doesn't know yet.. she's in thailand and i dont have the guts to tell her yet... when she gets back on wednesday, i'll be in tagaytay with my gradeschool fwends... so i'll be able to tell her on the 31st... o well.. wish me luck.. but i already told her b4 to expect the worst.... o well... me and math just don't o well together.. sad... i have to learn to love math in order to understand it! haaayyy..

ok next thing... i recieved a text.. this is what it said: wag ka mag alala..mhal nman kta e..hnhintay ko lng and swt mong "Oo!" cn u be my grl?...üüü r cn i b d prson hu wl bring u 2 d altar? üüüü
Sender: L i L B r O

uhmmm i really dont have a brother.... so hmm i just call him lilbro.. our relationship is totally PLATONIC!.. i admit.. b4 as in totally b4.. i had a weee cwashie on him but when we got close the crush thingy subsided.. i dunno i guess im really like that, when i get to know the person the thingy disappears... o well... hmmm... it got me thinking.. when i got the text i didn't feel kilig or anything coz i don't think he sent it.... it might be prank being pulled by a fwend of his or some1.. i really dunno.. so i fwd the msg to him with a -> bro, wrong send at the bottom of the msg.. and whoever was holding his phone replied with the same msg with a -> not wrong :) at the bottom.... and i said i dont think your my bro... hu are you? and he replied... ano k b! si --- to! col u nalang l8tr.... shaameeeee..... i still don't think its him...i just needed to blog this.. to express my "feelings" im just puzzled... i dunno... urggh.. i don't like this feeling...... who the heck sent the damn message and got me thinking! hmmm i texted him and asked him again whi sent the msg and he hasn't replyed yet.. i confided with some of my grade school fwends.. who also know him.... haaayy.. i just have to wait and see what the heck is happenin... i think they're just playing around.... im not happy about this...:( im really confused..... im not kilig! i guess i just want to figure out what this whole thing is... haayy.. what do you think ? :( help....

i have a lot more things to blog.. but ill do that later... haaayyy...... damn.....

yehey!! i hab a new layout thingy!!!!!! thanx mama ayris!!!!i owe u one! ahihi!! mwah mwah mwah!
yehey!!! its a cute baby!!!! :) i lab babiesssss!!!! i lab blueeeeee.... thanx again mama ayris!!!! yeheeeey!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hmmm when kaya maayos toh?

oki.. a rundown of todays events... i woke up early to finish my pe paper.. ahah but because of hmmm laziness? i didn't finish it as quickly as i thought i would... o well... i was online.. i reminded Ba about our pe paper. ahah she totally forgot... then a bright idea popped into my nonexistent brain.. since my prof llives about 3 streets away from me.. why don't i just go to her house and submit it? i called her cell and she said yes!! yehey! thanx mam Linsao! you're the best!(naahh) ahahah!!!! o well.. i got to meet up with my 4th yr class barkada because i didn't go to manila anymore. i met up with frances, eden and.. woohooo J!!!!! we mished j!:) actually they went to my place coz i was still finishing the paper.. :) we went around UP and just talked and talked... and we went to katips to buy something... secret... baka some1's gonna read this... ahahah.. you'll find out.. :) j had to leave at 230 coz she had a 330 class.. awwww... we really missed her.. Mi2 has never been complete.. since my debut.. i mishu guys!:) eden n france stayed behind and we ate and watched vcd's.. nga pala.. chanda dropped by so that i could give her a copy of.. hmm a paper. right chanda?(goodluck sa math exam tom!!) she hung out a bit with us.. woohoo.. :) it was fun! ahahah.. im kindda mababaw 2day... kuya bryce called me up.. la lng.. he was drunk.. he was quite funny.. goodluck kuya bryce.. i hope you solve your probbies.. my cwshie and i texted knina.. pewoo fast lang.. about finals lang .. haaayy im just happy... i got to text with my beshties bf.. ahhaa she was climbing kasi eh.. o well.. hiya carlo.. baka lang mapadpad ka dito sometime... hiya ninay!!:) your birthday is quite near!!!!! haha your old!:p advanced happy 19th bday beshty! ahahahha la lng.... haaaayy......

i still mish high school... especially when im with my fwends... haaayyy.. i mish quesci (i can't believe i actually said that).. o well... nightynight... haaayy.... i need to sleep early tonight... im gonna go to GH tom!:) yehey!!!

its norelle's birthday tom!!!! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NORELLE!!!!! im gonna attend a debut tom eve.. yehey! parteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

i wasnt able to thank ivan my labs.... he made my name thru graphics sa cell.. i was touched.... thanks my labs!:) ahahah hmph madami ka kasi masyado babae eh... ahahah.. joke lang.... pewo kidding aside.. i was really touched.. the msg came out of nowhere eh.. la lang.. thanks a bunch ivan!:) i really appreciated it! pwamis!:)

urgh.. i told you about tha math test... damn math.... where the heck will i use that!?!??! i understand basic math and i know it is essential to life.... but what the!!??!?! dammn x and y.. am i gonna go to the grocery and buy 2x+3y of this and that crap? hell no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haaayy.. whatever.... im just in a bad mood coz i suck at math..... i hate math.. and math hates me.. i found the test HARD! very HARD.....

ill blog tom mawnin im a bit lazy tonight...

i forgot to add.... mama leiii transferred her site... just click it :)

yehey! mawnin! i figured out the comments thingy!!!:)

yeba!!!!! feel free to post your comments.... its loacted below every blog!!!!!!:) wwooohoooooooo.. i got the idea from mama pola wooohooo.. and hannah gave me the webby site.. thanx din to mama ayris for trying to fix the templates.. mama look!!!! i did it!!! hihih!! yehey!!!:)

hmmm.. its past 7 am.. i have a dep. exam for math 11 at 1pm.. and i haven't studied.... i know nothing, zilch, nada... damn.. and i need 73% just to pass.. woooow... im soo baet.. hihi.. o well.. im gonnna go to school early so that i can study... wish me luck ok?:)

ill post when i get home.... and i'll rant and rant about the friging math test.. o well....

haaaayyy......
i keep reminding myself over and over again.. BiTTeRness is next to ugliness!!!! ya whatever....

haaayyy... and here's another one... congrats up jr fighting maroons!:) galing niyo.. first ever championship!:)
i hope you guys keep it up... :)


#13 is my fwend....jacob! congrats for being part of the myth 5! you rock man!:)
hmm the guy holding a kid thats wearing yellow... is .. uhm... cute? uhm... bashta.. yon....hehehehe

wahahahaha! i found a pic of myself online! this was way back 7th grade.. whahahaha!! i forgot that i even had a pic on the net! :) ahihihihihi.. this made me laugh when i saw it..

hmmm.. my day started quuite early today coz my mom lost my his 1 reaction paper so i had to type it all over again. I woke up at 6 am to make my paper. i had to be at school by 9 coz we had prac. i was supposed to make my paper but i went online, ahahah so i started chatting ang BA my blockm8 went online so we talked while i was writing the paper. i was also surfing the net, checking out forums and checking mail! wow! i just realized that i was doing a whole lot of things! ahhaha! i finised the paper and told ba i was already gonna take a bath. she was hmmm i guess stunned coz it was still early(she didnt know pala na we had prac 4 his2!) i told her about our prac and she also hurriedly took a bath. I got to school at hmm 10:30, bari (another blockm8) was also in the FX (lucky me in a quite sarcastic voice:P ahaha joke lang kuya!) I really had nothing to do at prac coz i wasnt gonna dance nor sing. i just submitted my paper and watched them I got hungry so we ate. then we had kom 1 and then his2 (yey! i think im excempted in our finals!!!!!!!!!! all my fingers are crossed!!!!!!!!!!) then we had a make up class in his1... i didn't get excempted, but o well! I still have to study for it.... atleast i already read a whole lot of chapters....i pwamis that im really gonna study for this test! pwamis pwamis pwamis!
hmmmm.. what else happned today? o yeah.. me and mariel hitched a ride with nikko on our way home...mariel brought up a resto that she liked along katips but she couldn't remember its name! hahaha! then nikko asked if we wanted to eat so we said yes. but damn old nikko invited some of his friends there so it was really really awkward.. o well! damn you nikko! ahhahahaha!!!!! his fweends were nice but we just weren't comfy.... o well.. there's always next time...
hmm darn blockm8, usapan 8 a! where the heck are you guys!!!!!!! none of you went online!!! hmph hmph hmph!!!!! aayy jenny went online pala! but just for a short time, she was kindda sick and she got dicon.
congrats sa mga na excempt sa his1! gagaling niyo!:) hihi.. wish us luck guys!!!!!
one of my soulmates emailed me, chie!! hiya! i mish you!!!!!! umuwi ka na kasi e! she's in canada and we haven't seen her for quite a while.... so email is good.. atleats we can still communicate! we really mish you! hey soulm8s! i mish you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haaayyy....
i mishhhhh my HS fwends!!! i hope all you guys are fine! goodluck with the finals that all of us are taking! collge life is quite hard, agree?????? i hope all of you are doing great... hiya to everyone....
to the people i was with today, thanks thanks!!!!!! i had a very happy and fun day! you guys make going to school fun... theres always something hilarious to look forward to! you guys make me smile! thanks a bunch!

hmmm.. 2day was quite a boring day... i didnt do anything.. i just chatted. surfed the net watched tv...
thats it... i've got 2 weeks of hell to look forward to so i just rested today.. haayy.. damn.. i hope i survive!
wish me luck!

i havent been posting. im bad!
im toxic these days! too many things to do in school! i have deadlines ....too many deadlines! haaayyy..

smileys!

cute parin! i saw him at eastwood last sat!:)