Monday, September 29, 2003

took a personality disorder test.. hmmm...

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

Sunday, September 21, 2003

heeeey! i missed blogging! friendster is really addicting!!! found a few people i miss. if i could only remember the names of my classmates in cananda... hadd me if you want to..

junecute6@yahoo.com

try it! its fun! :)

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

my mom arrived at past 5 in the mawnin. everyone was freed.. thankgoodness... haay...

i need to blog. im scared. i really am.

today, a whole lot of up students went to the senate to oppose the approval of senate bill 2587 or the charter change for UP. this was suppose to be the biggest rally ever. they encouraged students to skip classes so that they could attend the rally. i wasn't able to join the protesters because i had an exam. Im not an activist, i mean maybe not yet. i do believe in what they stand for but i guess im just to scared to join any organization yet... oh.. im not getting to my point.. so a lot of up students went to the senate, faculty members were also present. my mom, a real activist wasn't with them because she had to attend a meeting in uplb. in protests, there are programs, i know this because when i was younger my mom always took me to rallies. while the up community was holding their program outside the senate, a troop of riot police arrived. they started hitting the students with batuta's. some policemen were punching students, they chose no one, all they wanted to do was hurt these people so that they would go away. a lot of students were already crying! but the policemen were contented with what they did. the fucking policemen ARRESTED a number of students and 3 faculty members!!!! cases are filed against them now and they are still in prison, at the pasay police station to be exact. while i was watching a nyoy volante concert at the bahay ng alumni my mom texted me and asked where i was, i replied and she said, pupunta akong precinto, madaming hinuli sa mga nag rally kasama mga tita mo at tito mo. i just stared at my phone. i was about to cry but i held back the tears. i was really scared, i was also really guilty.. imagine i was having fun and they were in prison, these people arent bad. these people are innocent but why did they get locked up. its because of the fucking system we have called the government. hey, i thought this was a free country. no one was doing anything wrong. they just wanted to be heard.

i called up my mom a while ago and her number couldn't be reached. at first i panicked.. then i remembered that tita sarah was with her so i called up tita sarah and luckily her phone was on. my mom had no batt left so i couldnt reach her.. huuuu.. that was a relief..i just asked how they were and if they would be able to go home tonight... :( my mom said that they weren't sure, the piskal wasn't there yet. but she said that everything was ok.. but im still scared...

Im so proud of all of them. the next time i see tito jonathan, tito omeng and tita lani.. i will hug them tightly! atom is also with them, im also proud of him even if he doesnt know me. i wanna hug him to. to all of the people who were brave enough to join the protest, i salute you and i really look up to you guys! buti pa kayo may guts, ako wala... to the people who are with atom and my tita's n tito's.. just hang in there.. a lot of people are already trying to create ways to get you out of the injustice that you are in.

FUCK ALL THE POLICEMEN WHO HURT AND TRIED TO HURT THE PROTESTERS! I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL ALONG WITH YOUR COMMANDER IN CHIEF! I REALLY HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im still scared. i just had to vent out whatever i was feeling. i still dont feel totally better but i feel a bit relieved coz i was able to write. sorry for the bad words used. im just really mad. sorry if you cant understand my post. i just needed to write. :(

i hope my mom will come home soon...but if she doesn't have all of them in tow yet or out of jail yet its ok for her not to come home. i just want everyone to go home safely...

Friday, September 05, 2003

im still bored and lazy. just to say that my bloggy moved im gonna put up something.

got this from Kara's blog

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Skulking amidst the tarmac, attacking with gilded boxing gloves, cometh June! And she gives a spectacular bellow:

"I'm going to use you like a hand puppet!"

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