Tuesday, February 17, 2004

today...actually, yesterday na..

Today, i cleared things up with an ex... not stuff about us or our past. Stuff about him, stuff that i have been hearing, stuff that i cannot forget.. stuff that does not concern me.. I guess i really am concerned.. I guess i still do love him.. I love him as a friend and that is not bullcrap or showbiz shit. That is the truth. I am actually happy that we are friends again. Not friends who just say hi, hello.. Friends who can talk and joke around with each other.. friends who can be themselves and tell each other the truth... friends who trust each other.. Friends...the truest sense of the word.. labo ko ba? sorry... If you guys only knew what happened.. if you guys know about our past... it is not something that is oh so nice.. we did not have an a-ok break up, we were not friends after we split up.. thats why i am so darn happy to be developing this friendship with him again... We were very close before we became a couple.. It's just sad that we wasted 2-3 years... mai, another ex gf of his told me that she still gets "kilig" when she see's us together. She's happy that we have finally become friends again. I am also happy.

I was in the lobby "studying" for a midterm when he arrived... i was hidden behind one of the posts... When i saw him i knew that we should talk.. we should talk about stuff..It was the best time. It was the only time. I went to sit beside him and he told me that we should sit at some other place... the guys started teasing us.. hahaha! they were soooo funny! so we talked about stuff and i actually believed him... i mean my heart did.. my mind was still in the process of figuring out what to believe... I'm happy that he opened up. He knows i trust him so much.I just hope he doesn't break my trust. I dunno why i trust him, i just do. Atleast i've heard his side now.. I can tell jamie the whole story when i get to chat with her, i hope that's sometime soon. I told him that i would tell her the whole story. He told me to go right ahead. hahaha! The guys took pictures of us! Don was really funny coz he even put his arm around me and he was really up to all the teasing! hahaha! They said that they would send the pics to the states! hahaha! i told them not to waste time coz i would do the honor! hahah! whatever! after we talked, the guys asked us if we were together again!! hahaha! as if naman noh! nakiride nalang kami na oo grabe!hahaha! kapal pa ng mukha ni don pagka layo ko sabi ba naman, tingnan niyo yon o! masaya! hahah! KAPAL MO CHONG!hahaha!

Jamie: pag nabasa mo toh, wag kang kabahan! hindi kami ha! hahaha! :p usap tayo soon!

today.. i had my panpil19 midterms... i really suck at filipino! i couldn't understand some of the question! hahah! freaky!

I saw my crushes.. haha! both of them! yeyness! got to talk to them both pa! :D hahah! I'm gonna talk/spend time to/with them tom din! hahaha! yeyness

Today was also STAND-UP's proclaimation rally! whooopeeeeee!!!!
VOTE FOR STAND UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if you are form CSSP please vote for SALIGAN sa CSSP!
GO STAND-UP and SALIGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UP STUDENTS! SANA BUMOTO TAYO SA ELEKSYON!!!!!!

whoooppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Currently feeling happy+tired.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

belated happy hearts day!

belated happy hearts day everyone! hahaha!

i really miss everyone...

i just hope all of them are a-ok... i've been blog hopping and checking out the forum and the new layout of akafella.tk. i really miss the akakada... hope to spend time with them again... SOON

still too much to do.

when will i get to have free time again? i guess this is what i get for procastinating. grrrrr....

next weekend i will be province hopping.. hahaha.. illocos, pangasinan, la union and baguio! but its part of our field work so i don't know if im gonna be enjoying... feb 20th to the 22nd... wow.... i just can't wait!

i have 2 new crushes! hahaha! as in pinakamababaw na meaning ng crush... natuwa lang ako kasi superkaduper nice.. hahahah!!!! :D

I MISS BLOGGING! I MISS EVERYONE! I LABSHU ALL!!!!

the UP Fair is now over... i had a good time...i think.. oh well...

i have problems, issues that really don't concern me.. naiipit lang ako.. which totally sucks coz i'm not even supposed to be included... haaay..whatever...

Monday, February 09, 2004

too tired, too harassed.

too much school work to do. no time to blog or chat. i miss a lot of people..:( im tired. its a good thing im already done with org application. my body hurts coz of the final rites. atleast thats already behind me. hay. i'll blog after i stop drowning in schoolwork. i wish this happens soon! wish me luck.